
As i was auscultating one of my more bitter friends i myself got infected with this, bile.
Been a while since i felt this. I can only describe it as a loss of energy, loss of momentum.
The fires that shone so brightly yesterday is now a mere flicker, barley keeping me warm, if only, i had a source of warmth.
Have I run out of fuel? and if so, where do you stop for some? And thou I know its an illousion, there seems to be none to be had. In this wasteland of mine.
I'm missing a basic need.
I need someone to care about me.
It will be back tomorrow, my flame. But right now, I am sad. Right now, I am weak. Right now, my soul is in need of another souls touch.
And right now there is noone in sight