They say that the worst feeling isn't beeing lonely. It's being forgotten by someone you could never forget.
I think I might have forgotten that I am lonely or rather that I am not feeling well, perhaps I have lulled myself into not thinking about it, perhaps this is another defensive mekanism that my head has installed.. Tonight i voiced the fact that it has been four months since my breakup, this, in an totally unrelated conversation about sex.
The migrane that hit me then and there was, and still is massive. Psychosomatic reactions or is it just me and my mind once again trying to encompass bad things that happens to my own sad existence.
It hurts
I am currently looking out for something to ease the pain,
I think i might be looking in the wrong place
If I had someone that would be willing to dry my tears, I'd gladly love that person just as unconditionally as I loved you, it seems however that life is too complicated for some honest loving
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